from a very dirty gamble to a everyday at hm face computer ! quit mj , billard , soccer ... for wat ? for myself ? no , for other ppl to see , i don wan them to see me as a lan du gui !i wan ppl to see me as a family man , find a gf , relax , settle down asap ... but leh , after i do this , i really felt no life lor , last time bored , play mj , billard , mid-night bet soccer , morning basketball , whole night nv slp ! now ., wake up work , straight go home use com , slp ! ... buy saving plan , each day smoke half a packet , cut down half ... save as much as possible !!! how long nv go chiong liao ? how long ny go shopping liao ? how long nv go eat gd food liao ? hate my like right now , trying to get drown myself with beer n vodka .... drunk slp , wake up work , at least nothing to think abt it . crazying liao argh..........................................................