if i can , i will not chose to be born , cos living in the earth , is a very terrible thing , if not my fren n family keep me going , i think i already in heaven le . if i can chose the road , i will change everything , my parent son is not me , so i can go die straight away , without worries ! but too bad , god wan me to taste this , is fate , i have nth to say ! have to make me worry this n that ! carry the pot on my shoulder , times goes by , getting heavier ! whose shoulder can let me teh n cry ?