i have my temper ,i have my feeling . i jus kept everything to myself , n u jus thought i am alright , happy goes lucky . when u unhappy, who is the person u always scold , did the person say anything ? he jus swallow every shit ! when u need accompany , who is the person who will nv reject u ? am i a subtitute to u ? or am i really dreaming too much ? have u ever think abt my feeling ? everything i do , for who ? for a heartless gal , no lor , if i think u r one , then i have nth to say , cos in my life , i nv think u r one . i trust my eye sight , my future ! jus ask ard , did i ever do so much for a gal b4 ? or even my best frens , wat i did to them ? basically jus wat i should do , i do , i really nv put in any effort , i felt is jus the need as a superb fren ship . this time i went all the way jus for u . if u getting tired , i am more tired . everyday i sit in front of the com for hrs , till 5-6am , jus to make more money , so u don have to bother so many things , went to wrk , even my face turn pale , gastric pain , flu . went home to rest , wake up , i am all alone again . u think i like ? the only time i find u really appreciate my kindness n the things i done is the day we went vivocity . aprt from that , u r jus stubborn n don wanna lose face or should say kiek deng deng . i jus wan to give u the best i could , i wan u to live happily , enjoy wat other couple having , present , gift , understanding , ppl to accompany . everyone know i don make much , but i jus squeeze out all i could to exchange yr happiness , n i get back is basically nothing . u in the car when my mum talk to me , u know how my parent see in me , u knw i lied to them . u think i wan to live in the darkness . spare a thought for me , i also human , i came out from my mum stomach jus like everyone do , (maybe some r not) i donno . live to the fullest , 1/4 i also cant reach . i don need ppl to sympathy me , i don need ppl to tell me wat to do , so i don need comment for this entry ! thanks