i went to yishun columbarium , i sat down in front my my grandma n chat for almost 1 hrs , no one disturb , is jus me n her , very peaceful .

after that i went to the library to read books , jus b4 i went off , i saw a book QUIT SMOKING , i took it n read , useful anot i donno , actually i jus see how u look at it , or can or cannot only !

went to time-zone play some game ... nth to do , i went back to the columbarium , start to chat agian , n started crying ... cos i feel fucking lost , i really donno wat to do .