same like her , i cant find any reason to be sad ! meet her for dinner , gave her a surprise by giving her a 3 stalks of rose n chocolate , alright , pink rose cos she like pink :) we went to fisherman for dinner , wheni park my car , i open my boots , then i ask her to close for me , she went behind ask me close huh , but i told her open , inside was another 1 dozen of roses with bear cum blue light stick , she was like stunt , donno wat to say ! i order a steak , ask me how i wan it to be done , shit , forgot wat to say , knn nearly say full cook , lucky nv , so i told him i wan medium , but leh when my steak come , is like over cooked !!! i taste it like chicken , she told me like pork ... n i pay the bills with my card , the bargal told me erm ... less than 28 bucks will add a 5% gst , is like wat the fuck , wat type yr service is that , yr steak already so bad , yr company policy worst , knn , nvm i happy , take la , jus bring the fucking bill for me to sign !then we went to cathy , i swear with heaven n green tea , i will not park at cathy again !!!! i go in , then saw no movie on tuesday , so i call my fren , less than 5 mins , the system ask me to pay $2.10 !!! wah , where is the grace period ? since there is no movie ? y yr carpark still open ? frens , wanna tell u this , i have shares at the cathy , my 2.10 i will always remember ! in the end , went to cine , catch snakes on the plane , quite boring actually , but overall , not bad la ! i cold till i don dare to move .then went to chinatown n have chou ... then balek , send her home , cos i going to faint , send her up , she gave me a bear back , is actually a couple bear , is my colleague idea to put that , not mine ! but i took me , really damn happy

wah ... wat a sat night ! went to 126 eat then yishun dam nua , smell all the evo n wrx exhaust till wanna faint . then sent kaki home ... wah , tp everywhere since afternoon , even set up table at the road block , wonder wat operation they have , then on the way back , saw a car become turtle ... hope that person is alright too ! then sent kang home , saw road block infront , knn , no time to stop , ll go straight lor , but nv check me la , i so clean . only drink alot of lime juice nia whahaha , somemore i change to class 95 love song , so romantic , police where will stop me ! i was thinking , road block normal set up at those road that has no turning point but this one special , if u are not travelling that fast , u can actually turn away from them ... sian sian , now also donno wat to blog .. something also cannot be said , is agent 3837 kappo top secret haha , maybe pic bah ... hmm after i tidy up my room n more free time , i post some of my pic lor , let u all see see

after work , i went for a 6.5 to 7 km run , non-stop ok , jus tell myself cannot give up , ippt in 2 weeks time . i ran the route where i used to run when i still in katib camp , , really miss the feeling , i also donno where the energy came from that time , fucking early 6 plus went to camp , 7am fall in liao , then go run , standard la , smoke a stick , like addict hahaha , then go run , my timing still not bad la , at least my sir cannot catch me :)) , now leh , hmmm 1 and a half yr nv run le , today jus a simple run , expand my lung n control breathing , after running , i feel really great , if got ppl massage for me , i think is the best la , no guys allow , thanks ! during the run , i thought of many things , actually frenship is jus like running . once u stop n walk , u don feel like running again , feel like U-turn go home , if u kept on running , push yr self , frenship can go very far also ! so sianz , another day gone , my house is on fire now , jus like having war going , after lebanon start to have peace , now my house le ... can any UN peace keeper come my house n talk to my mum n open up her mind ? fucking bored

go n sell flower , can earn big money , can stay in condo ... go holiday ! proven ok ! don sell food , food no nice no ppl eat , but no matter how u arrange the flower , also got ppl buy ! next few yrs , no ppl sell food liao , all sell flower , so now start to grow fruits n vegetable , if not next time u have to eat flower !

if i can , i will not chose to be born , cos living in the earth , is a very terrible thing , if not my fren n family keep me going , i think i already in heaven le . if i can chose the road , i will change everything , my parent son is not me , so i can go die straight away , without worries ! but too bad , god wan me to taste this , is fate , i have nth to say ! have to make me worry this n that ! carry the pot on my shoulder , times goes by , getting heavier ! whose shoulder can let me teh n cry ?

IS MONDAY BLACK ! really la , i wish to tell my mum , i am 22 this yr , stop treating me like 12 or 13 ! after work , i went out relax , 9 plus call me liao , say i everyday go out ? pengz , the truth is the whole of last week , monday till thurs night , i straight from work went home , then eat dinner , i only go out awhile cos i need to SMOKE , n only fri sat n sunday i went out !!! i wrk till i fucking tired , go out relax really that diff ? did i ever make policeman come n knock our door n look for me ? did i ever touch drugs ? did i ever drunk n go home ? did i ever steal ? i told u i don wan work my auntie that side , u also kpkb , u think is really easy to do ? or easy open shop ? u see ppl stay condo , u say gd , u n dad the same , y u all the brain is square , y u don ask me go join pap , maybe i can be president ? i fucking have enough problem , don come n add to my problem , u know is very stressful , tell me i young , buy car for wat ? i drive u got sit ? did i fetch u here n there , did i take a SINGLE CENTS from u to buy car ? y don u say my boss pay me less ? to u everyone is correct , i am wrong , wat ever i did is wrong ! n fucking old man , u listen properly , YR FUCKING VAN not i go n scratch de , y u nv think is other do de ? knn ccb

haiz , recently , donno y my mood very low leh , suddenly swing till very high ! getting less piss off or should i say really disappointed with SOMEONE , i donno u know anot , watever u say , u r hurting me very much , sometimes i really wanted to sit down alone , smoke n cry . the pain inside me is like 100 killer bee stunging at me , i really donno how to express it . i know , ppl see me as a friendly guy , always joke , like no tomoro , i also human , i have my owe problem , jus that i didnt really go n care , but u take kindness as wat ? another thing , i really really nv thought that ppl say i flirt !!! prove it to me , i can let u check my outbox msg , let u see who i call , i done nth wrong , i jus don like ppl to say things that i NV DONE . i got evidence to cover me , i got witnesses , n that is kang n kenny , jus go n ask him who i always mix ? who i always sms , n when did i ever chat on the phone for more than 10 mins ! come'on , y don u go around tell ppl i fucking rich or fucking yandao ... if u wan me to say bad things , i can tell everyone that . i also can say u everyday sex with yr mum or dad ! right anot , pls say things CORRECTLY , if u donno how , i teach u , come my house , i give u extra lesson cum free drink . STOP giving me this kind of trouble , don take my kindness as my weakness , i know i take things easy , but doesnt mean other thing i take it easy too ! i really very tired liao , i even quit my job , i cannot take it anymore , pls give me some air to breath ! i tell everyone i trying to become a better person , but who gave me this chance , do i really look that bad ? cant even i have my rights ? N don come ask me who the person , i only will tell 1 person , that i always trust , n he/she will listen to me , support me ! :)) good i mean really gd fren hard to find , pls treat our r/s seriously jus like i do

hmmm poor boy , have to work , send all flower by 2 , then went to 790 there play soccer hahaha , with my uncle fren . play a tournament , as i still on standby , ll have to wear jeans to play , pengz ... lucky nv get heat-stroke. guess wat , i play the same team as venga , director of tampines rovers football club , yeah , some of my uncle fren also ex national , ex coach of sinchi , sembawang rangers youth coach ! they r the one i learn my soccer from , all also former sembawang sc player ! after playing , my uncle fren told me , y i stop playing soccer ? is jus a waste of talent , u r only 22 , still can carry on ! i reply him , i old already , cannot run :)) in the end , he took my no , ask me to play with his son n fren , wanted me to get into soccer ... i really wish to tell him something but i don dare ... is hard to say .. not everyone will have the guts .. the something is , PACIK, AKU TADAK BOOTS mean uncle , i no boots , how to play ?? hahaha . nvm , see how la huh hahaha knn . voted second for the MVP award cos i came late ! should i continue to play or watch can le ? anyway in sg , how ppl coaches n manager will take a second look at chinese player ?

as usual lah , went to work , b4 start work , had a smoke , listen to shen hua , suddenly got the mood to cry , the song too touching liao , bo pian ! haiz , after work , went down 126 play soccer ... now almost all ppl come down le , jus like the 90s hahaha , saw someone i almost 5 yrs nv seee him , he slim down liao , i also donno him until ruki told me ...play till whole body ache ! the player at 126 really class , play like ah tong class ! abit at the top ...so sianz , national day got to work ... cannot join my uncle for soccer game le ... . last sunday i feel really shock , another 2 mths , i gonna 22 le , n is the first time i n my brother went to coffeeshop to la kopi , somemore ask me wanna smoke ... wah , then talk abt his r/s ... then when reaching jhome , tell him to go up first , wanna have a stick , he follow me again ... i feel like he is my fren that day sia ... so weird ... anyway happy national day ...