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Friday, March 30, 2007

maine , forget abt the coach wristlet ... is not the money that counts , is the person don deserve to get this gifts from me !

i gonna get a tattoo liao , next week when i free bah !

tonight alot of programme leh , ppl jio wash car la , go down boat quay la , movie la ,

anyway i going wash car , is been 1 months plus since i wash , i gonna wash until white colour ... ccb ! knn !

joyce tay hui zhen , i finally saw someone who is MUCH MORE MANY MANY stubborn ppl lor , angry lor , lum pa ji also burst !

i can do any job but not counselor , the person nv listen leh , table n chair match liao lor ...


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Thursday, March 29, 2007

sunday jb trip , gonna buy something there la , i ONLY shop 2 shopping centre , don ask me walk ard , i don wanna get rob !! then makan lor ... anybody on ?


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eh , drunk n high is 2 diff thing leh !!! don see me no up leh !!!

i don remember how i actually go work , i only know i float there ... now reach hm , nth to eat ! mum also not at home ... 156 liao lor , find linda liao ... hungry ! come back i think i gonna sleep ! not i think , must slp !


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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

jus back from xd's pub ! nth to say , i am high now , i need to slp . gd night !


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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

jus back from my soccer , is been yrs since i play fast-pace soccer ! today my job is to go thai embassy collect passport then to MOM and renew it , reach MOM , got the Q no , 053 , the board got alot of running no la , the highest is 73 something , thats mean there are 300 ppl infront of me , deng deng , i wait for alomost 2 hrs , listening to beep beep beep ! my story book also finish reading liao hahaha .

then i went to Veronica's . flower show haha , smell so nice lor !!! too bad la , no gfs , then the aunt beside the shop also married liao . then ACE all attach , too bad !

got my pay today hehe , nth to happy abt , donno wat to do with it ! my buying list too much , i wan a dog , PINK psp , laptop , bed frame , LCD tv , new exhaust system , PINk soccer boots , holiday trip , add up i think got 10k bah ! :)) anybody got RICH gf to intro ? hahaha thats my dream hahaha

turin see here , chalet on 13-15 april , downtown east hor not west or north , after that we straight go for the match at OPSS , (ocean pacific sea side) . so pls bring yr kits down , we will have a kick ard session on sat ! each person 20 bucks , not enough i will collect somemore . food only tyson chicken wings n hot-dogs . u wan others , u buy yrself ! bed got 4 , i chop one liao , the rest u all decide . u can ask yr gf to come , but bring one for me thanks , n we will have an ORGY SESSION on sat night , condoms i n kang sponsor , knn , we bought 10 each last yr , n now we still have it ! don worry ah , if not enough , find some ppl nose la !


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Monday, March 26, 2007

i got 5 dvds from Mr wan ! fearless , troy , the day after tomoro , longest yard , chinese tall story ! monday to friday jus nice ! mr bean still waiting for me to go holiday , so is april ! gues who is april ? ... don tell u , let u all guess hahaha !

sat night i am attach ! i going changi golf club for party hehehe !

start to plan my holiday liao la , july getting the gst offset package , smelly smelly got 8-900 ! where to go ? thailand ? hk ? balai ? sentosa ?
kenny n charmaine sure reply me de hahaha , nvm , let see how , if i still single , i go far far n expensive de , if i attach , i go not near n not far de , n not ex n not cheap de , if i married , i will go spain for honey moon , if i go baby , i meet everyone at 156 !


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Sunday, March 25, 2007

started my day very early , after chivas night , hmmm nice ! slept at 6 , woke up at 9 , then go pray my grandma , in the car , everyone thought i aslp , with my sunglass on , nonono ... i cant slp , heard my aunt n my mum talk abt me , abt my work n gfs ... haahah , my mum said i donno , weekdays he always at home :))

then 12 plus met kenny at 156 , fucking early lor, since 7 jan , we nv meet so early de ! he got a shock when i order TIGER at 12.30 pm lor hahaha ... then chat abt everything la , from kimy to marie to cat !

then we suggest go kallang , got drag race , in the end , we went to pasir ris park , then at downtown east , the pui ji suggest "lai la we buy 6 cans" i nearly faint ... nvm one will do for me , i don wan to drink hot urine later hahaha .

then went to dam with ah wan they all , boring till we take the ball , n kick in the middle of the road , then car come . stop , no car start running ard hahaha nbcb , ice-cream man talk cock with us , mo ca zhi ... means mocha chips , damn kuku lor

damn tired ... slp lor ...
kenny ... expect the unexpected !


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Friday, March 23, 2007

i am fine ! i am alright ! no worries !

jie , forget about yr stall la , drop the idea

kang, u cook ? pls don let ppl eat yr sweat can anot

junhui , nightlife job is not healthy

wan , u know how to fried egg anot first ?

forget , i got an idea , we work as PI . ask wenqi father open la . ex police man . , kang yr bro education too high , be consultant can anot ?

i think now alot of ppl reading my blog huh , GOT TO BE CAREFUL wat i wrote , this not taiwan ! will get charge or whack de leh .

I LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY

going get some TIGER BEER soon ... last pint ! muacks


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Thursday, March 22, 2007

hahaha depress ? nono , i have a few drinks n i am tired only ! n i still got to work !


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1 first drink of the year , cant stand it !

johnny , how u know my blog ah ? btw u whos fren ? i very kpo de hahaha


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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

jus back from my run , actually feel like resting today , but my bro not back yet , as i need to get some info at blk 440 , no choice , run there lor , then once i start my run , saw my bro come back liao , squeeze the "hood"
, then reach there got the no , then now , i forgot the no liao wahahaha . nv bring pen or hp , what the hell !

i received 2 sms from donno who la , say i am invited to their house also donno for wat . joshua & ivy ???? then gave me the address ... deng deng some more ask me go empty stomach ... joshua i know la , my ex camp mate but he not using the number , ivy i know 2 , one is my ex colleague wife . the other is my ex gf , i think she now at iraq finding osama or something ...

final blow. i really hate it . my mum told me this sunday go pray my grandma , really fucked ! y always like telling 2-3 days b4 hand ! sometimes hrs only lor. jus like the new year time , i was at kang house playing mj , then call me at 6am , told me later 11 need to go grandpa house . i tried so hard to organize the match . gd lor , happy ! now u angry with me , then i angry with who ? ... i blame who >? my self again ? izzit being kpo to find soccer match ? knn ya la , everytime my fault , can anyone tell me wat is right or wrong ? or must i ask somemore izzit right to do this !

my bro came n told me , is not mum fault ! haiz , nvm la , my fault la .


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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUTWFmHd26c

this is the song i n my fren used to sing when we r in india !


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jus back from my soccer , long time nv play at padang le . wah , everything , alot have change ...

work is getting boring , jus log on to the net , youtube find songs ... haha , all retro de leh


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Monday, March 19, 2007

my furthest is 14km in abt 2.5hrs , if i thinking of doing a 25km , does it mean i need 5 hrs ? if i really do it , can i request red cross members at every 5km check point (hahaha)


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don talk rot here ! u know who u r !


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had a gd run , to sembawang , sad to see sembawang shopping close down le ! rememeber something , yesterday i nv eat any meal except some sotong ball ... ! now i eating cup noodle at home , so boring ..


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jus reach home ! so boring ... very de sianz ah ! end of april going indonesia for my soccer thingy again ! balai here i come ! passport chop liao ! hahaha . going for my jogging session liao , i can let myself down , but not my mentor , i gonna prove to everyone , i will make it !


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Sunday, March 18, 2007

realli enjoy really much today , all thanks to esther hahaha , u r my target today la . u look so diff now a days .

i think i be alright in abt 2 weeks , trying hard to keep me self-entertain , went to see my cousin's son play soccer today then to annie bday party , thanks annie , but is really very hot there , sweat like no tomoro !

finally i stop gambling lor , no more soccer , n now less mj also ... believe it or not

my uncle pass me a book , george best ! i wonder if my living style same with him ??? gonna read up this book . n this is the fucking 1st book i read a book ok ! hopefully will not fall aslp hahaha


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Friday, March 16, 2007

能等多久就多久!我要正明给你,我是真的很爱你。你和我的梦还没实现,我一定要它实现。

对不起,我爱你

我华语不好,有错字,不要笑我。


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no no no , see i told u i play right side , wrong again ! things nv go right for me ! don ask me the score-line . is fucking heartache . we lose , i promise to get a goal for her , in the end , NV

i waited for u , u didnt turn up , i don blame u . i know u have yr reason .i wish u all the best .

i really really very tired liao , can i die ?

kenny u r wrong , i nv look for any new ones , i nv drink also . i spend the last few days alone , really alone , i think alot of things . i hardly talk to anyone . this is not the first time that happen to me , is very hard to take it , my grandma pass away , till now i still cant take it is like i cause her death , when she pass away , i was fucking slping ! wat a grandson i am !

today i spend 2 hrs on the game , i manage to put her aside , 1st i run so much , i fucking desperate to get a goal . but ....

i find one song very meaningful , jacky cheung , i post it later , read the lyrics carefully !

sorry guys , i not joining u all for soccer ! enjoy
n who is the one kept using private no call me , sorry also , i don answer call now adays


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Thursday, March 15, 2007

finally i found this dvd ... gonna get it after i get my pay . LOVE 2000 jap drama ...


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was reading yr blog , starting from 2nd , when i first know u . once bitten , twice stronger .... green !!! i know , u been putting alot of effort ! i jus hope will be a 3rd time ... even stronger , not jus u , include me this time ya !


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(you're not here)当世界只剩下这床头灯你那边是早晨已经出门我侧身感到你在转身无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯一再错身彼此脆弱的时分如果渴望一个吻的余温我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞你不在当我最需要爱你却不在无尽等待像独白般难挨你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在我受了伤在偷偷好起来但你不在不在时间再按下许多次快门沉默里听见转动的秒针一个人吃饭这个凌晨孤单一人份你低声说你有别人我的话筒只有自己的体温怎样认真也不一定成真你说的对我不得不承认你不在当我最需要爱你却不在无尽等待像独白的难挨你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在我受了伤再偷偷好起来但你不在那些摇摆我都明白都明白但你不在爱已不在不在你不在当我最需要爱你却不在一个人分饰两角的恋爱你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在像空气般不存在的存在再没有痕迹的爱你不在当我需要你的爱你不在


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the feeling now is like i am taking my o lvl result ... abt the same , i know i will fail my o lvl , jus like i will fail tomoro ! the only diff is i not sad while i took my result !

i do almost everything with high spirt , jus like any soccer game , nv say die attitude ! this time i know is totally diff , i knee down n surrender ! take my life , shoot me ... kill me ...

nth can cheer me up actually , n i have nth to cheer abt . i have a great bunch of frens , they can easily cheer me up , i don wan , is not the time , even i laugh or wat , inside my heart is crying


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so so boring !!! till i grab my car key n went out . go all the way till seletar dam , reach there lagi boring , hungry but don feel like eating , donno wat to eat also . decide to go back , on the way , then change my mind, wanana whack , target is 150km/hr , so went to the old prison school there , whack it like no tomoro , sad to said , 120 nia ! i donno red-light so many , then no ppl cross the road de , what the fuck !!! now i am back home , i look at the tv , the tv look at me ... i lie on the bed , the bed talk to me , make me cant slp , i on the a/c , too cold ... this is not right ... is fucking left , everything is left . i only know 1 bloody is right thing . that is i playing right mid-field tomoro night !


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i donno u still remember the first time i use my singtel no sms u ... that sms i mean it ...


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is not i don love u , if u donno how i feel !

cos i nv express out , i don have the habit of doing so !

6 jan 07 , we met at gv . after my game in jb . we went for movie . death note ! went home slp , cants slp . met kenny n wan at coffeeshop . went on to play mj . that day all of us will fucking happy ! u told me u enjoy the day !

the first time u cry is when u called me n told me abt yr attachment cock up !

i remember everything u told me ! not jus u , everyone !

friday coming .. i really very scare ...


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i went to yishun columbarium , i sat down in front my my grandma n chat for almost 1 hrs , no one disturb , is jus me n her , very peaceful .

after that i went to the library to read books , jus b4 i went off , i saw a book QUIT SMOKING , i took it n read , useful anot i donno , actually i jus see how u look at it , or can or cannot only !

went to time-zone play some game ... nth to do , i went back to the columbarium , start to chat agian , n started crying ... cos i feel fucking lost , i really donno wat to do .


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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

so sian , nv go work today ... boring ... donno where to go sia ! i think i going my grandma tombstone , i need peace !


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我爱你


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i think i need some beers , i cant slp ... whenever i thought of her , i really cant slp . i jus came back from pasir ris park , suddenly feel like going there ... nth have change , from the 1st time me n u over there ... i know is my fault , i jus wana suffer alone .

don intend to werk tomoro , i very tired liao , my pain in my head is getting worst .. going out alone tomoro , headless chicken .. no place to go also haiz


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i know u guys will there , i saw wenqi bike ... sorry , i jus wanna be alone !

i jus cant take it , for the past 2 mths , is jus werk , soccer , frens n her . i cant even manage it , n fucking hell i thot i can manage it .

argh .........newpaper everyday got story abt ppl killed , got stabbed ... y not me ? how is wish i am the one

whole day i nv laugh , i only smile once , when auntie disturb me that i ate chilli which i don . i jus force my mouth to smile !

fri night game , my first ever night match , i also donno i playing anot , no mood , low morale . don wan to drag the team down ...

everytime i told ppl i am alright , i am not ... i jus wanna ppl ard me happy


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i'm not picking up any phone call , don bother to call me , jus leave me alone, when i feel like replying yr sms i will ... sorry


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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

the feeling is fuck ! n i cried .

i feel lost , i need someone to lead me .

right now , i going towards the left side ....

i wana go forward , pls move the fucking big stone away

one word that create all this shit 'THOUGHT'

i thought we could but answer is no .

i thought i could win but answer is no

u thought u know me well but no again

ppl always say think b4 u do , knn , ya lor i think , still fail , nv think worst ... how how how ?

i tried to give myself in , no use ... i regret reading yr blog , fucking big mistake ...

i not a liverppol fan , cos i always walk alone ...

i not a jonny walker fan , i walk n fell ...


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Monday, March 05, 2007

i need a ladder to go right up to the top of the tree n pick the best apple !


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i love saturday ! cos i can hang ard with my fren , play mj , slp late , play soccer , see one day can do so many things ...

i really hate monday ! cos i can nv have enough slp !

i jus reach hm not long ago ... watching tv in the room , n my mum came in , she ask me that day u n lady boss went to eat for 3hrs ? ya jacks place at sengkeng ! she haiyo y u go so long ... i thinking wtf ... wat u know , huh u know wat is happening ? u jus know how to nag ... i fucking working now , n u still wana nag ? u think i wanna go jacks place for lunch ? u think yr bloody son earn alot izzit ? they need the car , so i lan lan have to go , if not they will take my car n go >? so u prefer who to drive ? ya , u told me u scare my cousin scold , ya but is her who ask me go ... so wat u wan me to do ?

i met her today .. diff style again , gd to see u get what u wan , scare me leh , suddenly such a nice class car at my blk , i thought mine class liao , yrs even more hahaha . got time wash car together lah ... :))

last week match at sia ground , hot day , no water , no food , after 15 mns , i totally down , walking in the park . i only know i took 2 shots . that keeper keep saying i am start player hahaha cos i nearly broke his hand . then i thought i can win for my team , open goal , that fucker came all the way get me from behind , knee n arm bleed ! fucking hell , lucky is a memorial match , normal mtach i will get u back !

sian sian sian ... she got her dream car ... where is mine ?


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