the feeling now is like i am taking my o lvl result ... abt the same , i know i will fail my o lvl , jus like i will fail tomoro ! the only diff is i not sad while i took my result !

i do almost everything with high spirt , jus like any soccer game , nv say die attitude ! this time i know is totally diff , i knee down n surrender ! take my life , shoot me ... kill me ...

nth can cheer me up actually , n i have nth to cheer abt . i have a great bunch of frens , they can easily cheer me up , i don wan , is not the time , even i laugh or wat , inside my heart is crying