thanks to the ppl who prepare the steam-boat at kenny's place , although is a boring one , but is the gathering n jokes of make it counts .
went for a run after so many mths ... during the run , i thought of so many many things ...
i thought too far , i expect too much , lead to the downfall i having now .
saving as much as possible , so we can buy a condo , sports car , luxury stuff ... i don think i can ever do it . jus stick to my lancer will do .
i used to lead ppl . now .. ppl lead me on ... the ever nv say die , always wanna be 1st , mr goh ... slowly retiring . i donno when can i stand up again , be my best .
i used to run like no laksa ... dribble the ball n make the defender like a fool . after a game , players told me , not bad ah u , play really well . but the comment from the coach , wtf u r doing . is like the world crashing down ...
if i am happy , i can play really well , i swear . if baby come , nth less than 3 goals
me a bad bf , not going to r/s as long i still in bonkers . i told myself or kenny when i started bonkers , how i gonna get a gf which she wrk day n i wrk night ... end of the day , failed badly
all this long , i doing planning to open a shop ... wat to sell ... don need to know . spending most of the nights , bz searching for stuff
wanted to earn more money , be a boss , more time to acc u . now no need acc u le lor ...
i not ah xia ! anyway kenny told me b4 , i wanna see how 2 diff world ppl get along , an english speaking n a look beng chinese :)
is hard , the hardest part is facing her family ... esp her dad .
working nightlife is unhealthy , elders don like it .
i do go home straight everyday after work , who knows ?
who understand how i feel ?
christmas , no present ??? ya , this sunday i will get 1 , from my aunt , other than that , i spend to buy for myself . poor boy
