forgive & forget .

i told my manager i am quitting , she letting me go this time . i told her my problem , which she understand , she gone through more than me

from the moment i woke up . my eyes have been very teary , i made a big decison

money cant buy love , but love cant without money

i neglect my r/s , to make a name for my self at work place , i fought all the way up , i got wat i want , status , respect , payslip . so wat about now ?

broke up with my gf , quitting the job , n i got nth .

i jus want a stable relaxing life , yet i cant get it .

ppl look at me the way i used to be , playboy , playful , punter . like most ppl said , once a someone, always that someone .

i jus cant be strong now ..

next week chinese new year ... is jus another year

to love you more

http://youtube.com/watch?v=9jGxDZewu-Q&feature=related

kitaro-matsuri

http://youtube.com/watch?v=GGtKxbu7vLI

qiang qiang the dog

http://youtube.com/watch?v=QLHqAgN1j6M&feature=related

is really hard for me to blog now a days , even i can , thats mean i am at internet cafe !

gonna get a lap-top soon , during march it show ... yeah

new colleague , SUCKS ...boring

thinking of going into sports industry ... but sg sports industry in so small ...

every human live once ... live happily , peace n healthy n family is more important .

i seen much more stuff than anyone , i chatted more n discuss any topic to anyone .

money or love ?

gf or frens ?

nobody know the answer , is how u look into it .

when u failed , u tend to think alot , deep thinking , expand yr brain .

fail again , stand up , keep on walking .

life nv end still yr heart beat stop

everyday is a learning process .

make ppl jealous of u

free go n listen n watch

http://youtube.com/watch?v=O1hfMtzs6QE

http://youtube.com/watch?v=W8AgWqgnQAc

http://youtube.com/watch?v=3ZbuOFEw9S4

http://youtube.com/watch?v=OPy1tCchSxE

com is down again ... at internet cafe right now

this few days , gastric pain giving me problem

no one understand how i feel right now

2008 , i made my name at bonkers for some good reason , soon is down fall ... she got her reason , i got mine , we simply cant talk this few days .

wake up , go work , drink -drunk , go home watch tv , slp ... everyday is the same .how i wish someone can talk to me !

i keep away myself to woman , going out after work , i eat lesser to save money . now ? everything gone , gastric pain somemore . how stupid am i .

ever since marie thingy . i told myself i don wan to be in the same situation again , in the end , i fall into it . i dono i can stand up again , really painful

got a sms , national call up , i thought raddy msg me to play in the world cup , too bad , is national service call up . called up all my kaki , lucky got a few same wit me , is super lucky is at katib camp .

don assume YOU is you

i wrote this blog becos i need to express my feeling , i got nobody to talk to . in the end , is trouble . can someone tell me wat to do ?

bonkers is in a mess again , nth to do with me , but i really really sad to see someone like this , haiz